"out of control"

i love this title (though I may change it). How out of control our lives have sometimes felt around here (though typically Fiora is a very generous and sweet child)...and how, for me, parenting on track is about relinquishing the illusion of control over other beings (my child, my dogs, my husband).

Which of course, in turn, means actually learning to be in control on myself, which in turn means being aware of myself, my emotions, my thoughts, my baggage. now THAT sounds like a good trip.